Deserted

Mungkin ini rasanya kalo ngga punya siapa-siapa.

Sepi

sendirian.

Ngga bisa ngapa-ngapain.

Nangis.

Night talk.

Well, HI.. It's a very long time I didn't use this blog to share. Since I'm using Tumblr more, hihi. Actually i wanna write this down on Tumblr but hell yeah that site can't use at the moment.

And here I am, in the middle of the night. Alone. I have no credit for extend my internet service on my blackberry. GREAT!

Now, playlists on my blog are playing. Yea, first song. I don't know why it always reminds me of my boyfriend. It's so touchy.. Like, I wanna cry. HAHA I know it's too much. Really, I don't know what to do then finally I write it down here. Ya ya ya, I need my boyfriend accompany me. NOW.

ARGH, I always ask to myself. Why am I too deeply in love with my boyfriend? It's really different. We're in a month of 5! And those feelings are keep! Not change! Oh my God please help me to make him the last for me. Help us to through these days. Make us endless. And make him the best for me. I just... love him too much!

GRADUATON & 4TH MONTHS ANNIVES

Graduation!!

& 4th months annives <3

3rd mths

Wednesday, 19th May 2010

12:18AM

"Sayang sekali lagi happy 3 motnhs ya :)

walopun kita masih baru tapi aku udah sayang bgt sama kamu :')

makasih ya sayang utk 3 bulan terakhir

you've been such a great mood booster!

Hibur aku yg di tolak univ berkali-kali :(

tapi makasih sayang supportnya.

Makin sayang di kedepannya ya sayangkuuu.

I love you more than everything, honey ♥"

Enjoying Picnik~

Yearbook

Btw, yesterday I just had my Yearbook photosession done! We made it in PT Kerta Niaga building in Kota Tua. It was kinda creepy there, but they have cool spots that we can take :p

We took it nine hours! From nine to six!! :S But we made it successfully =D

(photos, later)

Officially Graduated \=D/

ALHAMDULILLAAAAAH! I'm officially graduated from Highschool :)) and my score? Hmm not bad lah. My school 100% passed! Thank God. I really sorry to hear that some of my friends failed in some subjects and have to remedial their UN in May :( Cayo! Cayo! You can do it guys!

Hmm, goodbye Highschool, huh? Actually, I'm gonna miss this Highschool thingy so much even I just studied in my new school for about 1 and a half year, but.... feelin' this sadness, too X_X

(click for clearer view)

*Hey new friends, thanks for being nice to me for about this 18 months ya.

Even I'm a new students, feels like you're all being so friendly to me.

I'm confused what am I feelin' right now,

happy? yes! but my heart still.... feelin' sad to leave you guys!

Hope y'all be successful in the future.. amin :')

So long...

GONNA MISS Y'ALL, 2010!

Deux mois

Wow, it's been two months since I have a relationship with my boyf. I know it's not really long time yet, but it doesn't matter since I feel the love in my heart for him ;))

Btw, I gave him a cupcake (dumb me! forget to take a pict of it) :p and for this whole day, I had a very great time with my family and also HIM :-*

All I wanna say is...

Happy two months, sweetheart. Thanks for everything in the last two months,

thank God has gave me such a wonderful person like you.

Like you said, hope everything won't be long lasting but endless :')

As you wish and also my wish, I love you and won't stop loving you.

It's ok :'D

*deep sigh* In fact, I'm not accepted in UGM, yayaya but I got information from my friend, Sendy. Actually I got Faculty of Health & Nutrition but because of I went tothe toilet twice, they disqualiffied me, FVCK!!!!! I mean, if I'm not allowed to go outside the class, why they let me out HHH! I can't imagine ... :O

But it's ok, I'm sure God will give me another better way. UGM is just not for me, still optimistic for UI or UNPAD :"D

Yearbook Photosession

Hello, fellas! As the 3rd grade we better have a yearbook, ryt? Actually, my school wanna take our pict on January but because of that accident we delay it until this April.

We are so excited about it especially my class ;) Our theme is about mafia hihihi so we all girls dresses like mafia girls with elegant outfit but still bring weapon hiddenly ;p

I was confused what am I gonna wear, but finally I decided to make that dress instead of I buy it. My dress is gonna be long-darkblue-velvet-dressed with one-shouldered-padd. I was influenced by a film Mr and Mrs Smith, the way that Angelina Jolie dressed up is really cool

My dress would be like this but with one-shoulder-padd hihi now it's being made by tailor, I just can't wait for it. It'll finish on 26th :D